Scene: 25/6/2011

Tammy's feelings and thoughts after my first experience with Ms Neta

Laying out the clothes hoping that this would please Ms Neta and setting the requested food onto a plate, was making my heart race. Then Ms Neta sent me the message, come and meet me outside, dressed in a long black coat and gloves, there was a hint of a black collar visible. The black leather outfit looked stunning, it was hard not notice the smooth skin of Mistress's breasts were very visible in this outfit along with the plump red lips. The next hurdle came when Mistress asked Tammy to strip naked and then dress in the selected clothing, stripping off was fast and clumsy not a request Tammy was used too especially in front of someone. Getting dressed was worse really clumsy, unsure if Ms Neta noticed but his hands were actually shaking while getting dressed.

Once dressed Ms Neta commented and fussed over how Tammy was dressed, this was a rush to actually have a Mistress make her adjustments to make Tammy look, Like a proper sissy. Photos were taken lots of photos, now this made Tammy really smile on the inside. Laying onto the bed arms tied behind in a long red night dress, was very ungraceful, if you could see Tammy's face I'm sure it was red, but the real discomfort came from the nipple clamps they pulled hard and caused considerable pain. Ms Neta smacked Tammy's  bottom, he wasn't sure if this was the start of more of just a tease.

The next hurdle came when Tammy faced Mistress's black strap on, it was there hanging out in Tammy's view daunting and confronting. Mistress ask's Tammy to kneel and kiss it, which she complied with, eventually Mistress tells Tammy to suck it. With a big breath Tammy opens her mouth and takes the strap on cock in her sissy mouth, he felt ashamed and was sure he felt silly, then the humiliation Ms Neta took a picture and then more with this cock in his mouth. While he was doing this he was able to see how smooth Ms Neta's skin was on her legs the other thing notices was the warm scent that was evident while sucking the strap on.

After doing this a few times Ms Neta puts Tammy back on the bed on her back, and lifts the red dress up revealing the pink panties. He hears something fall onto the bed next to him not sure what it was, he waits in nervice anticipation. Ms Neta rolls him towards her many times so he can suck the black strap on cock.
Eventually Mistress says its time to go, Ms Neta discusses that Tammy will need to be dressed better next time and will slowly start trying out things on her. Once Ms Neta leaves Tammy is allowed to undress which she does slowly and lays on the bed and allows her body to slow and relax, and ran this first encounter through her head again.

During this whole experience nerves and anxiety ran high, however Ms Neta made Tammy feel at ease with her touch and words. Not knowing what was happening next was the biggest thing that was felt, along with worshiping the strap on cock a very unusual experience. After the smack on the bottom I did wish for more. The comment about taking the bag of cbt gear did make me wish I knew about it as I would love to just see what things were inside. Along with the mention of fingering my ass as a starter I have for a long time wanted to experience the feeling of a finger rubbing Tammy's prostate.
It has left Tammy wanting more and to experience things like, Smacking and cbt, I do have many more things to see and try and it will all take time.