Scene for this coming Saturday

Double scene planned for this coming weekend - Saturday.

• Mummification and anal play for my trainee.

• Flogging and bondage for my submissive.

Photos will be posted soon after.  Kinky fun for us all!!

22/9/12

On Saturday, 22nd September 2012 I had an emotional rollercoaster of a day.

I discovered my pet cavy dead.  He had diarrhoea the night before, I isolated him from the others and made sure he was comfortable - bluey - left refreshments for him, plenty of hay and warmth.  The next morning 4.55am, I jumped up to see how he was - he was dead.  He was a crest headed american cavy - orange coloured with a white tuff on his head.  We had only had him for 4 weeks.  I bought him for a companion for our other boy.  Needless to say, I was shocked and very upset by this sudden loss.  The loss of our little boy was conveyed to our family.  All were very sad.  He was given a lovely burial.

It was Jack's birthday also.

I made him bacon, eggs, grilled tomato and sauteed mushrooms.  He was gifted by the family for his special day.

At 10.00am, I left our residence and went to purchase another cavy for a companion for Cookie.  A few other errands were undertaken.

I arrived at home about 11.00am and my submissive bill had arrived as he was assisting Jack to lay instant turf on a stoned area we had in the backyard.  They worked hard all day.  I sat, watched, and appreciated all that my wonderful males do for me.

We had birthday cake for Jack.

At 6.00pm we went off to a lovely restaurant, bill was invited by Jack to join us for dinner.  It was a pleasant meal but the company was marvellous.  All of my family together.

It was a long day... sad, happy and pleasant.

I wish to thank my submissive bill for all that he does for me, and my family actually.  His service is exemplary and I am pleased he came into my life.  We all enjoy him... and I very much appreciate him.

Ms Neta

Special Thank you

I would like to give a special thanks and appreciation to my kinky ass-istant who will be increasing 'her' assistance to me, for me, over time.

15/9/12

I caught up with my submissive on Friday.  I was going to scene with my trainee as well but unfortunately my submissive wasn't 100% so it was called off.

I look forward to catching up with both my sub and trainee in two weeks' time.  Mummification, anal play and flogging will be involved.  And of course, photos will be posted when at that time.  :)

I had some nice fish and chips on Friday evening and my feet were lovingly pampered.  They feel and look fabulous now.  Thank you sub bill.

A poem by my Kinky Ass-istant - Sept 2012

Your dark, lustrous locks of black hair set the stage

For that inimitable smile that lights up all rooms

It even eclipses that partially exposed cleavage

Making my pulse race, despite the crop that looms    

Before my eyes, which are drawn to the exposed black lace       

Straining to keep your magnificence covered, and I cower      

But only briefly, before returning to your beautiful face

Those eyes so bright and strong with your inner power

That belies your well thought out intended sadistic acts

We have discussed what you would enjoy enacting

I have no fear of harm, I know you care, I need no pacts

Though I know it will hurt enough to leave me crying

My only wish and desire is to continue to be allowed

To serve you Ms Neta, in all and any ways I am able

My devotion, worship, and admiration remain avowed

And allow me to keep my mundane life happy and stable

Submissive vs Slave vs Bottom:

Author unknown but I thank them for providing their definitions of what a submissive / slave / bottom are:

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Bottom:

Someone who loves to be played with and will allow a dominant to top them but ONLY for the duration of a play scene. Once the scene is over they are 100% equals and it’s not uncommon for a bottom to dictate what kind of play they want. For example, I occasionally want an endorphin rush so will ask a friend to use a single tail on me - I dictate when, where, how hard, what toys, and I am NEVER bound because I am controlling what I want - he complies because he is a good friend and its all in fun. Thus I can and do bottom, but I am NEVER submissive. I am not wired that way. A bottom does not submit, a bottom never gives up control.

Submissive:

Someone who wants to yield control to a dominant. They negotiate boundaries and the dominant sets safe words for them. BDSM to them isn’t about just the sensations; it’s about being in that submissive headspace. It’s about submitting your mind and body (and possibly your heart) to a dominant for them to use as they see fit (within your limitations of course). A submissive is a submissive long before a scene starts and continues to be a submissive long after a scene ends. It is a part of who they are and how they relate to their dominant partner. A submissive is NOT a doormat, they are an independent free thinking person who compliments a dominant in their servitude. A submissive has the right to walk away from a relationship if it isn’t meeting their personal needs.

Slave:

There are so many different views on what a slave is or isn’t but here is the general consensus. A slave is a submissive who takes it one step further giving up all rights to their dominant partner. They give up safe words and trust 100% that their dominant will do whatever is in their best interest. They do not question their dominant, they obey without reservation. The rules for a slave can be quite strict and the discipline for breaking the rules can vary drastically. It is generally accepted that a slave must beg for permission to be released should they ever feel the need to leave a relationship – but the reality is slavery in that context is not legally binding (even with a contract signed) and no one can prevent someone from leaving a relationship should it either not meet their needs or if it becomes abusive.

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Poem/Story by my text bitch: 9/9/12

In my dreams, I am Ms Neta’s bitch.  I am yet to have the great honour of meeting Ms Neta but in my dreams, Ms Neta's beauty is that of an angel, her eyes sparkle like shooting stars as Ms Neta looks into mine, her lips are soft and gentle and moist as she kisses my cheek on our first meet. 

Ms Neta’s sweet scent is seducing to anyone she walks past.  Ms Neta walks tall with her gorgeous long womanly legs taking long strides as people set aside.  Her heels click the footpath with each seductive step.  

In my dreams, Ms Neta has such a powerfully impressive personality and aura as she enters the room and people can’t help but stare yet her dominance forces eyes to the floor before her.  Oh how I crave to meet Ms Neta. xoxo

Journal: 11/9/12

Hi Everyone
Its been another busy week.  The days are going by TOO quickly.

I see I have another follower.  Welcome.

I have some catch up to do on my blog so best I get started before my next kink activity arrives... I am scening with both my submissive and trainee.  One will be flogged, and the other mummified.  The latter will also experience an anal plug, well, that's if he buys one in time. 

Last weekend, I had a second ClubFEM Tasmania event.  It was a last minute arrangement but it turned out well with a handful of people joining me for Cocktails/Mocktails mixed with a variety of stimulating conversation in both vanilla and kink topics.

I have created a new blog which will focus purely on ClubFEM matters.  I will post a link once I have developed it further.

I may have mentioned in my journal last week that I had removed myself from a few of the Groups I was actively participating in due to "too much going on in life".  I feel so much better and don't feel like I here, there and everywhere.

My mind feels a lot more relaxed... for the time being.

I am off to Melbourne in November with my friend, MM, to attend a Kink event and catch up with some kinky friends.  I'm looking forward to that weekend.

OK, I am off to post some pics and writings to share with you all.

Enjoy your evening, Everyone.


Ms Neta