Goddess

For me, this is true...

A Real Woman...

The Heart of a Slave

Author: Master Steve of Butchmann's abt 1993.

A slave is an individual born with a slave spirit. No one can make an individual have this spirit; nothing can be done to create this state in an individual's being. No one trying hard or wishing for this sense of spirit can develop it within themselves and no Master can cause it to occur.

A slave is an extraordinary human being who is born with this slave spirit - as much as they are born to breathe, or have gifted talents like design or music. A slave is extraordinary, rare and most often confused until they discover their slave spirit heart. Most slave’s wander through life feeling unfulfilled - as if they have a "dark hole" in their spirit - a hole that can be temporarily filled with an abundance of sex, work, addictive behavior or other whole-life-consuming factors.

Slaves often have a sense of the spiritual (some become clergy), but feel this sense of spiritual awareness to be disconnected from their desire for a Mastery/slavery relationship. A slave has a right to feel joy and pride in their slavery and in service to a Master. Slave is often confused seeing Dominance as Mastery; SM as completion; or fetish focus as the fulfillment of this "dark hole" in their spirit. Many can find enough fulfilments in these areas to develop a sense of wholeness (often a quiet longing exists - although for what, the slave doesn't know).

The heart of a slave can be actualized only when the spiritual journey occurs that connects this "dark hole" in the spirit to the whole spirit and then to the universe. It is a process of a painful and trusting leap of faith that causes this connectedness to occur - a truly spiritual journey. The heart of a slave can only be complete in service to a Master and it is within this service that the spiritual journey occurs. Slavery is not about a "hard dick or clit experience", although hard dicks and clits happen and are enjoyed. Slavery is the completion of a spirit in search of "connectedness" in the universe.

Craving that deep D/s connection

Written by my friend, Ms Boo, a few years back.  I just loved her writing... beautifully written.  Thank you Ms Boo for articulating your perspective of deep D/s.

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Cravings, do you ever get a deep down craving for something and no matter what you try, nothing else will fill it but that one thing that you are craving for?

It’s a hot day and your working in the yard. You’re tired, sweaty and sticky and just want to say enough is enough, I’ll finish this tomorrow. Then you buckle down, give it your last bit of effort, knowing that you have an ice cold beer or glass of ice tea waiting to reward you for a job well done. You push yourself beyond your limits with the thoughts of that one cold drink. You can feel it in your hand. You can taste it. In your mind, your drink it down and feel it quenching that burning thirst. You get that dopamine rush of “Eureka, this is it” This is what I’ve been working for. This is what I have been craving!

Your home alone and watching a movie. It’s getting very intense and you’re on the edge of your seat. You have all of these emotions and energy just bubbling up inside you. You’ve got to move but can’t take your eyes off of your movie. Then it hits you … chips … no wait … popcorn … yes, something salty. NO! Ice Cream! … I have peach ice cream in the freezer. Your mouth starts salivating, your taste buds are screaming, “Peach Ice Cream!” Your heart, body and soul tells you that nothing else will do, you must have the peach ice cream.

Now imagine that you get the refrigerator and there is no cold beer or ice tea to quench your thirst or you only find Lime sorbet when you wanted Peach Ice Cream. Sure you could have water or sorbet, but it’s just not the same.

So it is with my cravings for a deep D/s connection. Sure, I can share a fuck with a kinkster but it’s not the same as that sacred sexual bonding between the D/s lovers. Yes, it swells the ego to hear someone call you Master, Mistress or Daddy while playing out your fantasies but it feeds your soul/ your overall well-being, when you have worked hard for that reward of being called Master/Mistress/Daddy. When it’s real and not just a fantasy, when the connection is so deep that I feel her/his pain and her release, when I get that dopamine rush ... that’s when I get my cravings satisfied.

Do you get D/s cravings? Crave the bite of your Masters whip? Crave the love that comes with true submission? Do you have a deep need to serve that one you love or a need to take care of the one that serves you?

R.I.P. Ruby - 9/1/15

My submissive J's fur baby Rotweiller, Ruby, passed away yesterday.  She was 10 years old.

Rest in Peace beautiful girl, and my deepest condolescences to submissive J for the loss of his beautiful baby.

I hope you know, no matter what...

(I came across this writing and it reminded me of someone, and I would like to share it with you all. Author unknown.  Thank you to the insightful Author)

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...WHEN you meet your Soul Mate, they will have an instantaneous effect on you.

A Soul Mate is someone who makes your knees go weak and you'll have to catch your breath.

With but a single glance they'll lessen your burden and with a smile, they'll warm your heart.

You feel a sense of connection with this person. They will touch you so deeply on so many levels, and with them you will want to share your inner most secrets.

For the first time in your life someone will make you feel almost like a god(dess).

Once you have met your soul mate your life will never be the same. One of the things which makes this experience unique is the sense of a meaningful spiritual experience. You both feel like this is meant to be and that you've been together before in a past life.

Normally for some, it is several months, weeks or days before physical intimacy occurs. But when you meet your soul mate something happens, the pull or drive to become physically intimate overwhelms many, and one finds it happening in the initial meeting. There's a sense of safety with this person. You knowingly let go of your defenses and an invisible bond is instantaneously formed. Unlike other relationships in the past there will be no game playing or hidden agendas which plagued you in the past.

There is something about the passion you share with a soul mate. It goes beyond just " body parts". For a moment in time you two are the only ones who exist in the universe. Hearts beating in rhythm as your souls have intertwined themselves becoming one. Your personal energies melt and you feel the flame of creation move through you like a wave of the ocean on a hot summers day. Soon you begin to lose track of where you begin and your partner ends. From within the depths of your raw passionate union, your soul mate will know how and where to touch you.

It will be different, intense and more gratifying than lovers of your past. They will look into your eyes and you will feel your soul open wide. For some people, there is the "Rush" All the love, all the lust, all the need will surge forth from your soul like captives from a prison. At this moment you will know what it means to get lost within someone's eyes. You will experience a touch you have never felt before your love and passion will rise to new levels.

But in the end as you lay there, as the warm afterglow begins to fade, you will realise what just happened was not sex.

"Sex, simply doesn't feel this good."

To put it simply, your soul mate will be able to make love to you in ways no one else will be able to match.

Author unknown
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Intimacy is...

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A Moment

If you love someone, set them free.

If they come back they’re yours; 

if they don’t, they never were.

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FemDom

• 1st - She is foremost someone who identifies as Female
• 2nd - She is Dominant, NOT domineering
• 3rd - She is a B.I.T.C.H. - Beautiful, Intelligent, Tactful, Caring, Human
• 4th - She is a D.I.V.A. - Decisive, Inspirational, Vivacious, Amazing
• 5th - She is.into KINK- Kind, Insightful, No-nonsense. and Kempt.
• 6^th - Her C.U.N.T. (Charisma, Uniqueness, Nerve, and Talent) is amazing.
• 7^th - She is what she chooses to be.
• 8^th - She is L.I.G.H.T. Learned, Insightful, Gracious, HOT and Tumultuous.
• 9^th - She is D.A.R.K. Decent, Alluring, respected, and the Keystone to my life.
• 10^th - She is B.A.R.I.N.G.A.  Beautiful, Articulate, Robust, Intuitive, Notable, Gregarious, Aware.

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My big, strong, submissive man

I came across this again... an old favourite, and just had to share again.  Sirens Song.

Always looking to make me happy, make me comfortable.
Pampering me, pleasing me, caring for me when I am not well.
I feel how strong you are. The strength in the muscles of your arms, your legs, your hands. Feeling the strength in those hands and yet, how delicate you are when you touch me, always using such care. I have no fear of every being hurt by your strength.
Nothing makes me more hot and proud than to see my big, strong man on your knees before me. Faithfully and patiently waiting for me to gift your willing, wanting flesh with the healing pain that only I can give to you.
Heading up into my own "Dom space ", My juices flowing more and more as I watch my strong man taking everything that I choose to give. Thanking me for it. Listening to you breath and moan. Running my nails over the bruises and welts that I have decorated onto your skin. Feeling your energy and feeling you slide into your own sub space and we ride this wave together.
You taking pleasure only from the pleasure you give to me or that I reward to you in return.
And in the end, I hold you in my arms as you come back down to me. I kiss your tears away and clean and kiss all of the ouchie bits that my play has left behind.
Then, to you a final reward. You get to feed me and show me with your touch and your mouth, lips and tongue how very much you love every part of me. Taking long and special care on my most sensitive pink parts. And every time I cum you are waiting there, greedy to drink in every drop as if taking it inside of you will seal me into your heart...into your life.
And in the dark, after much play and the wonderful exchange of power, the room smelling of sex and cinnamon, we lay together in each other arms, in complete satisfaction, comfort and love.
Lovers who also happen to be a D/s couple as well.
Living this way with you and sharing these moments help us deal with hard times in our lives. It helps us keep focused. It helps maintain our dynamic and our love. More importantly it keeps us from falling into the abyss of depression and self pity when things aren't going our way or when we have a bad day.
This is just a few things you do for me, My Strong Sensitive Submissive Man.
~Siren~
2012

Sirens_Song

Food for thought

Thank You

I want to declare my absolute respect and admiration to the genuine submissives / slaves who choose to give their submission to their special person.  The strength these people have is impressive.  The courage they exhibit is remarkable.  The trust they give to Dominants is extraordinary.  The pleasure they give, the pain they accept is inspiring.  Anyone who considers submissives / slaves weak, do not understand their forte.  Bless all of you beautiful submissive people for being special, exceptional and giving of yourselves.  Thank You!!

Poem/Story by my text bitch: 9/9/12

In my dreams, I am Ms Neta’s bitch.  I am yet to have the great honour of meeting Ms Neta but in my dreams, Ms Neta's beauty is that of an angel, her eyes sparkle like shooting stars as Ms Neta looks into mine, her lips are soft and gentle and moist as she kisses my cheek on our first meet. 

Ms Neta’s sweet scent is seducing to anyone she walks past.  Ms Neta walks tall with her gorgeous long womanly legs taking long strides as people set aside.  Her heels click the footpath with each seductive step.  

In my dreams, Ms Neta has such a powerfully impressive personality and aura as she enters the room and people can’t help but stare yet her dominance forces eyes to the floor before her.  Oh how I crave to meet Ms Neta. xoxo

Find a guy...

“Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up on him, who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat, or will stay awake just to watch you sleep... wait for the boy who kisses your forehead, who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats, who holds your hand in front of his friends, who thinks you're just as pretty without makeup on. One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares and how lucky his is to have you.... The one who turns to his friends and says, 'that's her.'”(author unknown).

Written Punishment Lines: 13/5/12

Lines written by my trainee and handed in on time:  20 lines of "Grooming and personal hygiene is important for me as part of my traineeship to Ms Neta"

This is how I perceive you...

Wow, that's a pretty loaded question.... I also know how you feel about protocol. So as you can see my honesty maybe somewhat squeezed, shaded. I will tread carefully. Still, that said I have a healthy respect for you so more than happy to muse.

I once said you were a Nubian Goddess. I meant it. You are an awe inspiring women and all things aside and in a physically centred daydreamy male minded world there is not much I would not be prepared to do with you if you so wished. You truly are magnificent. Mentally though I think we both play to a different tune and although you were one of the first I approached it soon became apparent we wanted to play by quite different rules.

You are a beautiful woman who can inspire men and woman around you alike. You are active in the scene, helping making kink a reality for others. Your guiding, supportive hand something I myself have to be thankful for. For this and you I have nothing but respect. Also your joy of kink is a beautiful thing to see. Enthusiasm is a specialty, an inquiring mind a real joy. It is true I don't agree with all your ideas, kink related and otherwise, but this is in small part to the whole, and hey if we all agreed it would be a boring world. Oh and lets not forget one important point, a friend.

This is how I perceive you.

Hunger

Hunger? I am not sure I have the energy to do your question justice. In part it is a deep, dark, guttural animal thing dwelling within me. A requirement to breath in a way I have never allowed myself to breath before. In part it is a deep carnal desire, to taste flesh, to drink deep. In part abject loneliness and a need for intimacy that leaves me in an abyss, a dark, empty void.

THIS... is amazing!! The animalistic yearning is beautiful.

Submission is not a gift...

Submission is not a gift.
it is not wrapped up in a pretty ribbon and perfect folds
it is intense and sometimes ugly in its raw form
It is bound in the will of the sacrifice
Tried by tears of pain, effort and truth
Once you let go and open yourself up
once you are stripped and naked
You are chained to a need, bound by it
and its stronger than any collar around a neck
more seductive than any poetic words or charm
To submit to it is to give one person
the power to completely destroy you.
To surrender to it, to accept it and to ultimately love it.
And in turn to find the strength to not fear
but to trust that person not to destroy you
For them to love you for your beauty and strength in the act
to respect and appreciate your sacrifice
and to bind it to his own will.

~Author Unknown~

As it should be...

“Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up on him, who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat, or will stay awake just to watch you sleep... wait for the boy who kisses your forehead, who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats, who holds your hand in front of his friends, who thinks you're just as pretty without makeup on. One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares and how lucky his is to have you.... The one who turns to his friends and says, 'that's her.'”(unknown).